a couple of things

I'm feeling frumpy again. I hate that feeling. It's the feeling I get when I feel like none of my clothes look the way I want them to, my house isn't as clean as I'd like it to be and my workouts are comprimised for other things. I guess in a sense, my feeling of frumpy-ness is more a feeling of uncomfort. It is a product of being a mother. Since Laney and Alie were born, I have been uncomfortable in my skin and I am frustrated both with myself for not getting my pre pregnancy body back and with being frustrated about it in general. Silly I know, yet when I look in the mirror in the morning, something generally seems wrong with how I look (although I am loving my hair!). I need to find a way to balance all of these things going on in my life. I know I can, I've done it before. The distractions (which I believe are necessities in life) jump in the way of my hyperscheduling self. I'll let you know when I figure it all out.

Not helping the total situation is the fact that I have been spending time with someone who is a total downer. To me he seems constantly overly critical of EVERYTHING. Its weird how one person can really affect me. Aside from some venting, I'm really not sure how to deal with this person..ps, cutting him out of my life is not an option right now. I have cut back the time that I spend with him, so hopefully that will help...ugh!