Ultimate frustration

So my perfect weekend was ruined. My husband's boss decided to make all regional managers work this weekend, so Carl lost his last weekend off of the summer:( My anxiety is back in full force. Yesterday, I couldn't calm myself down at all, and ended up having to take a "chill pill" so that I could function enough to take care of the girls. Carl was able to pop home for long enough to eat dinner, but then had to go back out to drive some guy home...ugh! Did I mention that his job currently sucks!

As soon as Carl was called this morning, I felt the anxiety return, so I ended up taking another "chill pill". I will be calling the dr on Monday because I'm positive that the other medication is not working. I'm waiting for Carl to call me back to see if the girls and I can drive out to Gaithersburg to hang out with Dan and Mindy today since Carl is working between Gaitherburg and Frederick. I'm hoping he might be able to visit for longer if we're there. We'll see. In the meantime, I'm working on finding Carl a new job. Unfortunately, with all of the hours he's been putting in at work (generally about 15-17 hour days), he hasn't had much time to look for something new. Today, after working for more than two weeks straight, his boss told him to "suck it up". Awesome. Carl is in for another 16 days at least without a day off and I feel terrible for him! Hopefully I can get a medicine to work for me soon! I'm looking forward to the time when I can really spend some time with my husband again...more than just 2 hours a week!